I haven’t blogged in almost two years and since then the world has been in a frenzy of lockdowns and hoarding toilet paper, it’s been a crazy two years, I was right about having to need positivity and strength in my previous post, definitely needed buckets of that during these last two years. But it’s been good, work wise, health wise, mental health wise. The previous two years I had definitely been prepping myself to be inside for most of the time, but I mean I was a kid with strict parents, inside was all I used to have. The irony of having true freedom after turning 30 and only really tasting it for 4 years. So I worked.. ALOT, I wrote books, I took on more clients and worked day and night, I wasn’t going anywhere I could at least be making money. And God truly provided, my positivity definitely helped.
And what’s next after this pandemic fiasco is over? That I truly haven’t figured out, but I’m tempted to sell all my belongings and become a minimalist digital nomad, traveling and working and seeing the world, it as much excites me as it does scare me. But it’s an option that has crossed my mind to live elsewhere, to see more of the world, to do more. I just think I’m too comfortable to do it, and I know I can’t grow being comfortable, I learnt that the hard way the last time. I also have to grasp the fact of being uncomfortably comfortable with being alone, as I would have to be alone.
Which takes me back to my ex, who has barely spoken to me, but has tried to get back into contact several times, using his cryptic way of saying nothing which speaks volumes. But I’ve learnt my lesson, nothing new will be learnt if I respond, I’ll just start the cycle again and I’ve grown too much at this point to do that.
We’re going into 2022 and who knows what this year has in store, I’m praying for prosperity and for continued growth, I wish to be accomplished and to create even more than I did in the last two years. I’m happier with the person I’ve become and have grown to love myself and this is a big thing for me as for many years I hated who I was. I’m ready for what 2022 has in store and I feel it’s going to be amazing.
Until next time.
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